Not much to update everyone on. Yesterday I went the whole day without hearing from my W or my kids. When I got home last night the house was empty which got me worried since I had no clue as to where my girls were at. When My W finally came home she was distance but pleasant with me. She did intiate small talk, but that is all it was.
I did call and leave a message on my W cell phone. I might have mentioned this in an earlier post, but my W told me on Sunday that she forgave me for not loving her the way she needs to be loved all these years. At the time I did not say a thing, so I felt that I needed to acknowledge what she had said and just said thankyou.
I have a feeling my sitch is not going to change for a while and there probably won't be a whole lot of fireworks to report on. My D5 has t-ball practice tonight and my W is working tonight. Today most likely will be a repeat of yesterday.
I am tired....but when I try to go to sleep I cannot fall asleep. Sorry for complaining.
