Why am I getting the feeling that you had a rotten easter because you saw your H and possibly his family and now you are worried about posting because you could well get a blast from the peanut gallery????
Post away my friend - it's all for the getting of wisdom you know.
We can't hurt you, but bottling it up inside you like some grubby secret or shameful outing might well hurt you very much.
Thinking of you.
V
Never make someone a priority, who makes you an option.