Well, it is a few days to the CS hearing. I am nervous. I am really, really, really nervous.

I really do not know what to expect at all. I am just hoping that it will go fast and be handled on one day. It has taken all of my nerve to get to this point. I guess that this will prove to be a test for me. I know that the next exam is just around the corner and i will have other decisions to make. I just hope that I can. I just hope that I will make the right decisions-for me and my kids.

Thanks for all of the prayers, advice and good vibes.