Reasons why we may not want them back

[HalfMissing]

fig, my husband definitely did your number 2, 17, and 20. Right now, I am definitely considering if I really want to stand or not. I know I have only been at it a little while but I don't think I have it in me to do this. I do not have the faith or the optimism and standing is causing me to spiral into depression. I am doing some serious thinking about what I want in my life, and it may not include H anymore. He has not been the man I once knew for a long time now and I just didn't see it. I need to start thinking about myself and not just about preserving a marriage that is probably dead anyway.

goal, my H did your number 1,2,3,5,8,9,14,16,and 17. They sound very similar.