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[COG]

Friends,

Thanks for the input and support. W played a little catch-up this weekend. She was as warm and friendly as I've seen her in a long time. It's clear that Friday definately had an impact on her. She's tired of our M the way it is too, and she does'nt want it to end either. So I'm going to ebb, instead of flow. I'm going to push. I'm just going to keep being as open and honest as I can be, and push for a M that's right, and good. I'm not going to stand for anything less anymore.

I hope that you left the chair up to her to get it home or not.

Heck yes! I'm not touching that chair.
But I'll be honest, I kind of blew it last night after a great day together, I pursued her for sex. But ya know what, there's NOTHING wrong with ME! What healthy H would'nt want to ML to his W after a great day together? What heathly W would'nt want the same? So one of us is not healthy, and it isn't me! So I did gently apologize for pursuing her, but I will NEVER apologize for my desire. BTW, she did apologize for her LACK of desire.

I'm gonna kick ass and take names. No FEAR!! I am on the path of righteousness. Our M is blessed, it's beautiful, it's spiritually gifted, and it's about time I give my life for it. I've been patient long enough, it's time to push forward, accept nothing less than what's good. I don't want to loose the M, but it's wrong to stand in this sitch the way it is. Something is going to have to give. Either way, I'm at peace because I'm on the RIGHT path. God's will be done!

Love,

COG