Rosy is in MLC now - Part 2

[Rosy_Times]

just wanted to do an update since its been a few days.

I saw H on Saturday when he dropped S3 off. He brought me flowers from him and S3 for Easter. The little card actually said, "love H and S3."

He grabbed some of his tools to go to the cottage to turn the water on. He squeezed my arm once.

Yesterday, my MIL took S3 back to her house from church and then H took him over to my mom's before I got there so I didn't see him. He texted me a happy easter greeting after that.

Yesterday afternoon, I packed up three bags of his clothes and asked him to come get them while we were gone and he did.

Honestly, I don't even know what to think anymore. I get sad and remorseful at the situation but do I miss him anymore? I don't think so. Maybe its because we haven't spent more than two minutes together in a month. I do wonder if we spent time together if I would feel differently towards him.

I don't think I can ever trust him again and I don't want to right now. I feel terrible about this but I'm being totally honest with myself. Our sitch is such that with old OW in the picture and the things he's told me since he left, I don't want to go back there unless one of them left the company.

It's crazy how he is the one that left three months ago but now I'm the one who feels like I'm giving up no matter what he ends up deciding.