Trying to piece at last

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Just been for lunch and shopping with H had a good few hours out and a few jokes. We were having our lucnh and i said only 10 weeks today to our hols and he was like oh i cant wait and I said me neither lol. Then I said to him thats 12 weeks to D Day do you think you can cope with me till then?(we have decided to give our chance till we come off hols to see if any tiny little thing has changed before we decide on the future lol) H laughed at me and said I suppose I'll have to wont I and I said no you dont have to (jokingly) and I added i dont want to force you into anything to which he just answered your not forcing me into anything this was a joint decision i was joking I said I know so was I lol and we laughed again. It feels so good to be laughing together lol. we are going to his sisters bbq tonight (even though it looks like it is going to pour down lol) and have got a few drinks to go with I made sure I only got a few of what I like so I dont get drunk lol

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