Well today his little tantrums continued...he is diabetic and yesterday consumed for breakfast a sausage Jack sandwich, hashbrowns, coffee with cream and sugar, and two...count them...two donuts!...then for lunch it gets better....two cookies!...so when we got home after the buffett (I have no idea what he ate and frankly by this point could have cared less if he had asked for a bag of steer manure!)he wasn't feeling well...duh!!!
Then this morning he only wanted toast...I said you need more then toast (I should know better)...he said okay, toast and peanut butter...then I asked what he wanted me to pack for his lunch..."nothing"....okay so we are going all day on toast with peanut butter and you think this will make you feel better!!!...he said "I ate too much yesterday anyway!"...NO KIDDING!!!...So I asked if he would eat eggs if I fixed them with the toast so he at least would have a protien to balance out the carbs...he said he would...got home tonight and there were the eggs...he ate only a banana at lunch after coming over to me to look and see what I packed him...I was pissed so I only packed a banana and a protien drink which I knew he wouldn't drink....
Tonight I asked if he would eat dinner if I fixed it...he said he would...we'll see...
Tomorrow I am going to speak to one of our religious counselors about his behavior and treatment of me...he seems to think it is all me (sound familiar???)....can they go through replay after being out of the tunnel for almost a year???
He is just acting so so very stupid...I told him if he had another stroke and ended up in diapers he better know how he was getting them changed because I refuse to care for someone who refused to take care of themself!!!
I am ready to explode right now...I have heard the words "I love you" but it doesn't feel that way at all...I feel so used right now....
