I've said quite a few nasty things along that line before...it doesn't do anything but start another fight. Trying not to go down that road as much as I can. Bad enough the innocent comments that fall out of my mouth get her going... I can deal with the "friend" talk for now...its not any gory detailed stuff....just as if she went out with a girlfriend.
Unfortunately I wont be here much longer so I'd like it to be friendly.... and I'd rather listen to this crap than that awful silence.
Here's an interesting development... W was looking into bartending schools....and I thought...hmmm...I'm outta work...got lots of time...it only takes a week....why not....so as I was looking online she noticed...and long story short...we're both planning on going to school together a week from tomorrow... it should make for an interesting week!
She was saying a couple times that she's not sure if she can trust me...like I'm going to use it against her to get us back together somehow...(I'm paying for both...she offered to pay back but I'm not going to hold her to that) That honestly isn't my intention...really just wanted to take advantage and get out of my own comfort zone a little...see what the other side of the bar looks like.:-) and to genuinely do something nice for her.
I am going to need a lot of strength to not slip up and say something that she could interpret as such though... Really want this to be a fun shared experience for us both...think that'll be good for us..
M41 W36 D19 D17 Married 20 Years Bomb Dropped Feb 14,2007...Our Anniversary and Valentines Day
