Trying to piece at last

[hurtingbad]

Yes still I have jumped back on that train. I have been out with H all day today with the kids and we have had a great day so not sure what it was with him. Just xcome in from work and asked how he was and he said fine i asked him how he thought things were going and he said they are going ok. So i asked him if everything I was doing was ok and he said yes and i said well im not trying too hard cos i thought it a bit pointless to try I might as well just be myself and it makes things a lot easier and i also think the fact that I dont need you anymore is helping us too. He asked what do you mean you dont need me? I said I dont need you I now know I can cope on my own if I have to but dont get me wrong cos I do want you I just dont need you like I thought I did. You know like I couldnt live without you and he said oh right i undersatnd what you mean now. So we are able to have good days out and have a laugh but things just seem to blow hot and cold just part of the parcel i suppose lol

Hugs HB