Right I have held off but now have major need to vent!
Had a great day starting with text saying 'hurry up' and once I got round to W's we went for a quick breakfats before going to the zoo with Son.
Had a fantastic day, despite W getting all self-conscious that she has put on a bit of weight and is embarrased by tummy bulge!! I re-assured her that she was fine!
Got back and after Sam went to fed we had a Chinese. Brilliant time and very relaxed. Then went in garden to have a smoke and she had a text message. She laughed andI asked 'whats up' and she told me it was dick asking 'if you are alright?, obviously not by how you have not text me all day' !!
She said she had sent him a short text earlier but no more as she was with me all day. I offered to go at that point and she told me not to act the victim. I said 'I am not so I'll stay for another cig' to which she said good.
She said she would text dick when I left but would not tell him that she had spent all weekend with me as it would not be nice when he is 12,000 miles away!!!
She said as I left that she had had a really great day and to be fair it was like old times again without the 'intimacy'
I am really scared I am screwing this up by spending too much time with her but I feel that she is enjoying herself but that it will all come back to Dick when he is back!!!!
