I understand what you said about the women happening. it's crazy how easy it is to meet people, I don't know how anyone could feel like they have to be alone.
thing is, I've been with someone since I was 14. I've never had time to just be by myself and see what it is like. I used to flirt with women I met, but I soon stopped that, I don't want to play with peoples feelings and some people seemed to get unusally attached by mere flirting. crazy.
I want to come and go when I please. I want to watch what I want to watch, I want to save or spend money without explanation. I want to leave dishes in the sink, laundry on the floor and the seat up.
funny, two years ago, I'd have sawed my arm off to get my wife back.
time and clarity wonderful healers.
ford,
Killing some suds sounds good!
I understand the being alone part as well. In a way, it would be nice to have a gal here. In other ways, I do enjoy many of the things you mentioned. I see this as just another phase of my life. I think I will eventually get married again; I am not 100% certain after the last fiasco.
I also understand your feelings of being willing to do anything to get your wife back. I felt that way for the first few months. I, too, have seen the light. I started to really ponder it. Would I really want to be married to a woman who just walks out on a 12 year marriage without giving counseling, SBT, me or anything else a chance? Is this a trustworthy woman? You are right - time and clarity are wonderful healers.
RMG
"The bad things in life open your eyes to the good things you weren't paying attention to before." from "Good Will Hunting"
