I understand what you said about the women happening. it's crazy how easy it is to meet people, I don't know how anyone could feel like they have to be alone.
thing is, I've been with someone since I was 14. I've never had time to just be by myself and see what it is like. I used to flirt with women I met, but I soon stopped that, I don't want to play with peoples feelings and some people seemed to get unusally attached by mere flirting. crazy.
I want to come and go when I please. I want to watch what I want to watch, I want to save or spend money without explanation. I want to leave dishes in the sink, laundry on the floor and the seat up.
funny, two years ago, I'd have sawed my arm off to get my wife back.
