I fear my H really is happier without me.
I fear my kids will be terribly hurt by all of this.
I fear my kids will blame me.
I fear my H has an OW, and is happy with her.
I fear my H may never return to me.
I fear my H will be happy and I will always carry sadness.
I fear I will be "replaced" by an OW by my H and our friends.
I fear I will always be alone.
I fear moving home and leaving my H here.
I fear not moving home and my H moving away from here.
I fear being divorced.
I fear the unknown.