Major Major backsliding for me! But I don't think it is all my fault. Listen to this... went out with H on Friday... as usual he brings up OW... remember i told you her house was robbed... she is trying to pin this on me... she told my H that the police told her I was connected to the guy that did it by phone calls... and he didn't know who to believe... I said to him have you lost your mind! How could you ever think I had anything to do with that!!!!!!! I had to drag info out of him because he has been talking to OW alot and she is turning him against me big time.

He was really mean to me he kept telling me to Shut the F up when I was trying to tell him stuff like the robbery was about 3 weeks ago and that the police would have questioned me by now and the guy that was caught would have turned in the person that would have put him up to it. I CAN'T BELIEVE THIS! I told H I have 3 children at home, why would I ever put myself in that postition!!! I am so angry at him! I am having a hard time DBusting now! He said he was going to go to the police station on Saturday and find out if I did it or not. What an idiot!!!

Yesterday as soon as he left me he went out with OW. I know it because as soon as he dropped off son for work, he went out and called her right away and when I called him to pick up daughter, I said, What ya doin? which I haven't done in 4 weeks, he stuttered and I said it is quiet were you are he said he was in the bars bathroom and then he was going to go to Autozone and get wipers for my car. Well, I said, just be honest with me, he got mad and hung up and I called him back and he would not call me back!

When he got home I said sorry, but I wasn't and I knew he was lying because I asked where were my wipers and he said, well I was in the Autozone parking lot when you piss*d me off, so I did not get them. (What?! liar liar - he said he was in the bathroom at the bar) I know he was with her and maybe at the police station and her apartment. What the hel*?!!!!

She is calling him at night again and H is calling her, too. They call each other all throughout the day again. There affair is full swing again, with his honesty going right out the window in a 4 short weeks, sneaking around and lying again!!!

HELP HELP!!!! What now!!! This isn't supposed to be happening!!! OW is working on him big time. He told me on Friday night when we were out he still cares for her and I called her every name in the book when I heard she accused me of her house robbery. I asked him to stop the affair in which he promised me before he came home.

Full Swing AFFAIR again!!!!! I am so angry and feeling just like before!!!!! What the F$%^!!!!!!! This is too much for me!!!!

Cissy \:\(