I know you are asking advice from moms which I am not, but, I to constantly ask myslef what is best for the kids. Unfortunately, we cannot control our spouses or atleast have them respond to us respectfully. This rightnow is the hardest thing for me to deal with, I have GW that cannot see truth if it bit her in the a$$. My guess is that your H is the same way rightnow.
I know all the advise that I recieve or have read is easier said then done, but we have to find our strength in God. I have been reading through the Psalms lately and am able to relate a lot to how David was feeling when he wrote some of them.
Can I suggest that since you have no kids tonight that you treat yourself today. Go get yourself a pedicure and then treat yourself to a movie. You deserve some me time. Do not sit in your empty house it will drive you nuts, trust me I know the feeling. Go out and treat yourself. I know that you are having a hard time, your doing great, if your H ever wakes up he will realize how luck he is to have you.
Psalms 37:7-8
37:7 Wait patiently for the Lord! Wait confidently for him! Do not fret over the apparent success of a sinner, a man who carries out wicked schemes! 37:8 Do not be angry and frustrated! Do not fret! That only leads to trouble!
