Still feeling down - had some more bad dreams - but not about to let H know I am feeling that way. However, I do think it is time to have a R talk (we haven't had one of those for ages and its starting to wear on me)

But I think I will leave it for a while. He's supposed to go out with the boys this evening but, for some strange reason, he is saying he doesn't want to leave me alone - hmmmm wonder what that is all about (a little insecure that I might be doing something he already did?) Not jumping to conclusions but I have been encouraging him all day to go, have fun, I will be fine. He still seems reluctant. He even called his other friend up and asked him over for supper - just to get out of the "fight night" but he doesn't know if he will be able to make it so it should be interesting

Regardless of what he does, I am going out - somewhere, anywhere, even if only for a couple of hours - it never hurts to have them "wonder"

Heywyre

M - 57
H - 65
1st A-bomb - Nov 27/02
2nd A-bomb - Dec 13/06
together 21 years
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Insanity is doing something over and over and expecting different results (Albert Einstein)