Tam...just wanted you to know this weekend is going to be a busy one for me...I do hope you can spend time with your family...I understand about H's grandmother but I do think your mental state should be first priority...you can't be responsible for the world...and in all honesty, if your like me, you really place more on others feelings then they often place themselves...if H is there and all the other family I am sure there wouldn't be a big let down to GM...I understand you care...but you can't keep doing this to yourself either...after these events you are wiped out...your work suffers, you suffer...and I just don't see that it is worth it...plus if you faulter somehow at one of these functions it could have some really bad reprocussions...
My son in getting baptized tomorrow....we are so proud of him...we have a divine spiritual feast ahead for the next several days so the only time I might get to peek in here is very early or very late in the day...
