I know that it isn't over. I am trying to stay as positive as possible. There is nothing I can do to control his actions. It doesn't do me any good to sit in a depression. I have made the choice to move on with my life and enjoy searching for that special man to spend my life with. I have realized that H is not that person right now and may never be. So why sit around waiting for a life with him that may never be.

On a happier note, I absolutely love Yorkies. He is so adorable!! ;\)


"Be patient to persevere and wait for God to heal. Keep in mind that you are both imperfect people. Look to God as the source of all you want to see in your marriage and don't worry how it will happen...Leave it in His hands."