I love this thread, and sort of dread it at the same time. But it's good.

Here it is for me...

I fear depression, that feeling of being so low you have to reach UP to touch BOTTOM.

I fear that feeling of being pushed under.

I fear that I have to remember all the insane hurtful things I have enduring for 18 months for the rest of my life

I fear facing these fears, for fear of not getting up from it again.