Furniture moving today---feeling strange

[missmyfriend]

SH, unless you are conceding defeat, choose to be upbeat about the sitch. I do not believe in reading too much into certain points but you sound forlorn and that is hard to keep from being visible when she sees you; instead concentrate on the fact that you and she do have a history together and that she is making sure she has memories of your time together at her new apartment.

Her 4th grade "love" is probably just a memory when she was looking for someone to fill in for her absent dad. Since he and she have spoken again, she is thinking about how it made a little girl feel which is a lot different than what you provide for her; something real and substantial.

I, personally, would not give up and I wouldn't allow myself to get depressed. She does not know yet what she is losing. She will buddy!