Okay...good plans Tam...but see the therapist for coping skills and control issues. If I could get my strength back right now I would give them to you. It would be easier though, if you were in my office...to actually see you in person.
Why not spend Easter with your family?
I am concerned about your Xanax popping...they aren't mints.
Reread what Lin said over and over...you need to start helping yourself - stop using crutches.
You will make it, my friend, but time is ticking...luv ya.