What kind is she? I'm such a sucker for puppies (still call my own "puppies" and they are 9 years old - lol)
Heywyre
M - 57 H - 65 1st A-bomb - Nov 27/02 2nd A-bomb - Dec 13/06 together 21 years *************************** Insanity is doing something over and over and expecting different results (Albert Einstein)
I have two Kuvasz (hungarian guard dogs) litter mates and I adore them. They are such wonderful animals and they love me unconditionally - something I need badly at this point in my life
Heywyre
M - 57 H - 65 1st A-bomb - Nov 27/02 2nd A-bomb - Dec 13/06 together 21 years *************************** Insanity is doing something over and over and expecting different results (Albert Einstein)
I've started a new thread, probably where I should be, in the "Sex Starved Marriage" forum. New To SSM So look me up over there from now on K! Unless you have any questions about Piecing, then we'll discuss that HERE!
Thanks,
COG
Last edited by COG; 04/04/0710:09 PM.
My Story http://www.divorcebusting.com/forum...&Number=660444&page=2#Post660444
hey COG...i have a request for you. I was truly burdened for my husband sunday, 4/1. we prayed for him at church, and when at home, i was praying about my hopes of renewing our vows on our 15th anniversary . The date, may 11 was exactly 40 days from 4/1. Biblically this is a time of severe testing before the promise. I truly believe that if i can endure to the end, this will happen and we will be together for our anniversary. I'm already feeling the heat and the tests. Would you pray for my situation if you get the chance? it would mean a lot to me... jacqm
Sure I'll pray for your sitch. I pray that our Lord Jesus Christ intervene and completely heal your M. I pray you and your H to have friendly, loving, caring, and sexual feelings for each other beyond any other. I pray that the two of you are together for your anniversary.
How's your sitch been going anyway?
God Bless,
COG
My Story http://www.divorcebusting.com/forum...&Number=660444&page=2#Post660444
how's my sitch. well, i'm still married but since the lawyer has the info, it must be God holding things up! he wants to be friends; he bought me candy for christmas (huh??) and now for easter??? He agrees that unless he figures out his issues, he's doomed to make the same mistakes over and over again. i think he wrestles with guilt but what do i know. oh yes, he and OW are still strong as ever.
if i look to him, i have no hope. It's only when i look to God i have strength to stand. Now i feel the time is getting near altho i have nothing to go by except that burden for him, and the 40 day promise. I AM being attacked big time; i feel such heart-breaking despair at times, and other times such anger! I can only give it all to God. when it hits i tell myself, i gave it to God, so its not my problem, its not my problem, its Not. My. Problem. other than that, things progress. all our worst fears came true about the neighborhood; i was vandalized and broken into 10 times within 3 weeks during january. God turned that into a blessing for i've been out of work since valentine's day and will be getting by this month on the insurance money. I learned a new skill--plumbing! from when they ripped my copper pipes out. I'm picking up freelance photography work; I've started a new line of jewelery (made from my broken windows and the story is getting me great publicity); i'm starting an online business/blog. hopefully, if i can weather these next few months til i get some income, i will do wonderfully, and doing everything i always wanted to do.
i often wonder, why do i want him back? I'm content by myself, and i don't have to be alone if i don't want to. he hurts me so much and biblically i have the ok to walk and remarry within God's will. So why am i compelled to stand and fight for this marriage? whenever i think of quitting and moving on, i have a heart-rending hurt feeling. it breaks my heart to see him so lost, and then i can't NOT stand and fight for him. its like my burden. so there you have it. nothing much has changed..well, except me. I have changed a lot. i appreciate your prayers, and i will keep you in my prayers also. you were such a lifeline for me when i was here. jacqm
