I have read most of book love must be tough, though I read it basically in a day. I really need to re-read it. At this point I have read whatever I can get hands on this subject. Though the only book that I felt empowered by me was DR book. The fact that I was being told that I can help the sitch by changing myself and making myself happy was much better to hear then sitting around feeling sorry for myself.
Fud,
You are right they do need to make it a point to let my W know that I have fought this for sometime. The people confronting her are people I know she respects so I am praying that she will be receptive to it. Thanks for chiming in, everyone is invited to.
Here is my update: I had a rough day yesterday, I was pretty depressed and could not shake it. I saw my C yesterday after work and she did not help me much either. You know you are sitch looks gloomy when your C says yeah it doesn't look good. I told hear that I appreciated her honest but she wasn't helping any. Miracles do and can still happen which is what I am praying for.... we will see.
Well my wife did finally called me last night and was pleasant. She actually touched me yesterday. WooHoo..... Yeah it was only my hand but on her own accord she touched me. Listen to this when she was reading in bed she actually used my shoulder to hold her book up..... I know that I am being pathetic, but I will take anything at this point in time. My wife also looked me in the eyes for more then 30 seconds yesterday. I know big stuff. I think she was trying to get me to stay up and take care of the puppy. I did not fall for that move, but it was nice to have her look at me for an extended period of time. Well I will check back later today. I hope everyone has a great day.
