I have 2 prayers, 1 for me, and 1 for TJ.
breathe in and breathe out,
in: Lord, help me to do
out: only what is right and good.
repeat, until you feel calmer.

the other one is for TJ.
Please touch TJ's heart, in the timeframe and the way that you know is best.

For me the one for TJ is the ultimate trust and faith.
He can work on TJ, knowing what HIS agenda is for our lives. It is real trust.

It gets easier to pray these things.
The first one really calms me down. Helps me through anxiety and lots of hurt.
The second one is more long term and heals TJ. If he is a better man, I trust that God will work his ways to restore our marriage.
Hugs,
Holly


Bomb 1/06
D dismissed 11/07, attempt reconciliation. Premature.
Divorce final October 31, 2008.
OW looks like bad history. Over.
Still hopeful. Baby steps.
In R with my X.