Thanks, Holly. I appreciate your insight. It really helps.
I just can't seem to pull myself together. I'm so scared of losing him, so scared of NEVER getting my life back... So tired of the hurting.... So tired of being so far behind on my work... So tired of not ENJOYING my work anymore... So tired of not being able to work with him as closely on the business anymore... So tired...........
I just can't stop crying. Have taken a Xanax.... I miss him... I just want him to hold me again, to tell me it's going to be all right. God, help me... I've never felt this much pain......
