I fear The love of my life will not wake up and see who really loves him for who he is

I fear the D and what it will mean for me, my beautiful dogs and horses.

I fear no one will ever love me again like he once did.

I fear forgiveness...can I do that?

Me 53
H 51
OW 25
Bomb may 06
left june 8/ 06
ILYBNILWY (twice!)
7/6/07 H wants to come home
7/21/07 H comes home
7/07 -7/08 long haul letting go of OW
now piecing in earnest