He is leaving to be alone to THINK - now what?

[ourcrisis]

In the sense, YES, it's true that I know he is not coming back at night, I can just be comfortable by myself.
I just started reading "Getting Back Together" and it says separation may be good, though I think in my case, we did not do it right or do it for the right reasons. But whatever, I feel OK these two weeks because I have time to really think without him constantly at the background. I know it will be a long journey if we do get back. At the same time, I am also reading books on separation and divorce. I wonder if "I am on the fence?" :-)

Dinner still on. In about a week, we will all know. OK, I do believe in him, but that's the "before-him", who was just a great husband and person, whom I believe in. With this "new him", I do have a slight doubt that he still won't be able to decide. But regardless, I am making my own decision at my own pace, so in this sense, I have been detaching really good this week. (Despite still some crying and sadness, only makes me a human!)