Hi L, thanks for asking after me I'm not too good today unfortunately. Mostly because I'm having major pms tear fests but also because I can't stop feeling upset everytime H reads a text or writes a text and wanting to know how it is to/from. It is really annoying me and upsetting me because I don't even really understand why I feel this way. I'm pretty sure nothing ever happened between him and the W he texted when we were separated but I just hate the fact it might be from/to her and I also kind of feel like if I don't know who it is I'm shut out of his life in some way. I really want to sort my head out on this because as I say it is bugging me and I feel it is spoiling things. H thinks I just need time to realise he's not going to leave again....maybe he's right I just don't know. Now I sound like an alien because I don't know what is going on in my own head!
I'm not too good today unfortunately. Mostly because I'm having major pms tear fests but also because I can't stop feeling upset everytime H reads a text or writes a text and wanting to know how it is to/from. It is really annoying me and upsetting me because I don't even really understand why I feel this way. I'm pretty sure nothing ever happened between him and the W he texted when we were separated but I just hate the fact it might be from/to her and I also kind of feel like if I don't know who it is I'm shut out of his life in some way. I really want to sort my head out on this because as I say it is bugging me and I feel it is spoiling things. H thinks I just need time to realise he's not going to leave again....maybe he's right I just don't know. Now I sound like an alien because I don't know what is going on in my own head! 
