Up at 1:00 a.m. finishing up laundry and dishes and making lunches because i practicaly worked all day and I am afraid to leave the house a mess to give H an excuse to flee! Isn't that a terrible feeling.
Last night I had the weirdest dream... I went down in the basement and when I turned around there were mice covering the floor... GROSS! I had to run across them stepping on them to get to the steps to go back upstairs and crushing some of them.. . even more gross.
I thought this was so bizarre i looked it up in a dream book, it said... it fortells domestic troubles and insincerity of friends. Warns of secret enemies. (OW) (H?) and that DECEPTION is being practiced upon me. (Well, I knew this already) it also said if I killed them I would defeat my enemies.
How about that? I was letting it all get to me today. I wish I would have read all your posts first... Thanks, they helped calm me down. I snapped at my kids today. I hate when I do that. Lost my temper. I will try to distance myself from it all again. Whew! It has been about 1-1/2 years for them and their sparks. I will give it more time. I was ready to explode today.
Thanks again, you all have helped me. God Bless. Cissy
