COG, You are in my thoughts/prayers and you have been such a help to me~ I will never ever forget what you have done for me! When I listened to your advice and faced "My very own personal Demons".... Result... The sex has been AMAZING.... I have not been able to let go like that in YEARS. And I have really let go and let God and really started to just enjoy my life~ Thanks for being a friend. I will think about that letter too.... I used to peek in on the Piecing Forum like it was this special secret place that only the elite could visit, a place I would never be a part of unless a Miracle happened. I must say I do feel so blessed that I got my miracle. And what a difference a year ( just shy of a year) makes, jut last May I was a pile of mush and in COMPLETE agony. Miracles can really happen~ God bless...