I am starting to really get exhausted at my H's abuse and selfihness. Our a/c stopped working and the house was like a sauna last nite. I had fallen asleep even though very in our bedroom before him when he came into the rrom to take his pillows. I had a feeling Mr. selfish would sleep in his extra room that has a fan and so he did. i got up to ask him to please get me the extra fan thats out in the garage, but I couldn't get to it. He said no b/c he would have to move his motorcycle and just then kept on sleeping! I don't know why this comes as to know surprise to me,but then I asked him if I could sleep in th room w/ him and all hell broke lose ,"oh iam tired of his,etc... I said don't worry I am not going to "rape" you. So, I went back to my "sauna" room and thought as I was becoming more upset..... (i know let it roll of your back..) He told me I could sleep on the couch (fan in living room). I said thanks for being so SELF...LESS!!!!

I got up and in pj's left,took my work clothes and went to my mom's.

How much more abuse am I suppose to put up with?????????????

My mom who has always advice me NOT to divorce and wait on the Lord is now giving me her blessing to leave him...