Very true! I guess for me, its more just wanting to know if my world is going to get blown up again! But for the most part I don't spend to much time focused on her anymore, its just a little thing now.
I did tell after he told me about the dream that I have no intrest in anyone else, that our marriage is what I want, and would be intrested in someone else.
Me - 44 H - 44 M - 19yrs together - 23yrs D16 S8 EA/PA - Bomb Oct20/06 Jan 8/07 Feb 01/07 Jul 15/07 H still @ home Recovered!