I fear H will be happier w/o me and will never regret the loss.

I fear OW really is prettier/better than me.

I fear my kids will hate H forever.

I fear I will never have any self-esteem again.

I fear H will never take my face in his hands, look in my eyes and say "do you know how much ILY" again.

I fear being truly alone the rest of my life.

I fear I really am not interesting/lovable/pretty/smart/capable.

I fear being destitute like so many LBS whose H abandon them after they've not worked and raised the kids for years and therefore are so far behind career-wise that they are never able to catch up.

I fear I will never trust anyone ever again.

I fear the day I have to sit alone at my kids weddings or go to the hospital at the birth of my grandchildren and H is there with his new love.


Last edited by Sunflower23; 04/05/07 02:42 PM.
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