Gee, I'm kinda sorry I missed that other bus ;-)

My fears:

I fear that she will never come back...that this really is the end.

I fear that she will really be happier without me.

I fear that all the bad things she says about me are true.

I fear that this pain will always be there in some way or another, knawing at me even in times of happiness.

I fear that even if we get back together I won't be able to trust her again.

I fear that I'm gonna just lose it and do something stupid one of these days.


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W36
D19
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Married 20 Years
Bomb Dropped Feb 14,2007...Our Anniversary and Valentines Day