I fear that I will never find the right dress to go to this stupid prom in and before you all get mad and yell at me about how this is serious...let me explain.
See...in all honesty...this is a fear that has a deeper root than just a dress for a prom that I am too old to really worry about. It's a small thing that hides the big thing...
What if I never find a person to wear the right dress for? What if this was it? I am not afraid to do things by myself or even to be alone. I am afraid of "what if this is it" what if I am not meant for more? What if I don't know how to find a companion or what if I was never meant to have one? What if I never have sex again (hey...it's a real fear)what if what I had was it? What if I have to start collecting cats and I am that little old woman who was content to live in the cat fille dhouse all alone becuase she was too afraid to ever try again?
