I fear many things.

I fear that Javier waited this long to start the D b/c of the NJ law, and not b/c he was confused.

I fear that My kids, will have another hard blow with the D discussion, and then meeting the OW (Annie says I am gettiing a head of myself) But that is my biggest fear.

I fear that when Javier finds out what I am entitled to, with this D, he will hate me even more, and that will bring him closer to OW.

I fear, that he will not want another failed R, so he will work very hard at his R with OW.

I fear, that He will really never regret what he has done, he will live happily ever after with out me, and do all the things WE planned with someone else.

I fear that this pain will never go away

“Pray as though everything depended on God. Work as though everything depended on you.”