I had a long day at school. I am on a committee (IAT) that meets all day with parents and teachers, in a hot little room. I came home early, and on the way TJ called. No, not THE call. It was a little strange. And yes, I evaluate every little neuance and I always will.
He started out the convo very friendly, and wanted to know about the last e-mail he sent me, because sometimes , legitamately I do not get them. I answered. I promised BND. Well, I just did not answer it, but I claimed to"forget". He was forwarding a ? from the tax guys, business. Well, I just haven't found the document yet, ( I did this morning) so I told him I would get it to the tzx guys this am. I will. I was going home to find it right then and there. (I really was). I ask about his Dad, and I did a good job of listening. Then he began to end the phone call, and he said something weird, Drive safe and have a good trip,,,(he mumbled and stumbled a bit.) We said goodbye. On my part it was a little reluctant. His tone was a bit sing songie pitch, I like that. He seemed to be in a hurry to get off the phone. But he did call. He usually e mails or text messages. There was a weird beeping sound through out our conversation. A gas pump? Airport? Was the trip reference about my upcoming trip that I have not mentioned to him? I wonder,,,,,
Houston, we have contact.
Not what I wanted, but have to be content with the little things.
Last night I was SOOOO tired. I went to sleep at 7:30 8:00 pm,. and got up at 5:30 this morning. I guess I was tired. Today I teach for 1/2 a day, and then have a counselor appointment. I will be gone until April 15th. Sun and a little fun! Then a D hearing. Yikes!!!!! I will try and get online from down there. Somehow. Call me, OK? I need to keep in touch. Love, Holly
Bomb 1/06 D dismissed 11/07, attempt reconciliation. Premature. Divorce final October 31, 2008. OW looks like bad history. Over. Still hopeful. Baby steps. In R with my X.