It still is amazing that there are so many of us that are alike. You think you are the only one going thru this till you start reading all the treads. WOW!! I know what you are saying about the kids and they call and talk to me every day. Which I am fortunate to have boys that will do that. It is just so hard to all of a sudden after 25 years and 27 years of being together he doesn't think he loves me or wants to spend the next 25 years with me. But I am getting ahold of things way better than I used too. What is scary sometimes I think back and see the pattern that was developing. I'm trying very hard to look straight a head and build on making things better for me. It just gets terrible lonely. At this age I didn't think I would be so alone. I thought after the boys were gone it was to get better. I have saw that with my friends that they have pulled together. I guess that is something that haunts me. I keep talking my self out of thinking what does she have that I don't. Thank you for taking the time to visit with me. It really does help.
