Big fat kisses to all my DB friends. I am so thankful for you.
H had a crappy day, he's been unable to sleep lately (or get into the deep REM sleep) and we don't have the $$ for a Rx. SO. I come home from work this morning to him snapping at D7, which he NEVER does. I'm the snappy parent! He apologized to her, and then drove himself half crazy thinking he had ruined her for life. etc.
Woo! Happy Anniversary to me!
He had a vase of tulips and a sweet card waiting for me. Yay!
Then he left to take the kids to school, I put out his card to find, and went to sleep.
We watched a DVD tonight together with popcorn; it was nice.
He's obviously not in bed with me now; a disappointment, but not unexpected. God's got to work all this out.
Thought I'd share with you what was happening 11 years ago. Sent an email to H with a link and the subject line "Happy Anniversary".
Better than last year, maybe, seeing as OW emailed H that night a year ago trying to re-establish contact. That was the last time. So that's better. A whole year without her.
The fact that I'm still upstairs/he's still downstairs at night checking emails, not so much better. Slow walk in, slow walk out.
Forget the former things; do not dwell on the past. See, I am doing a new thing! Is 43:18-19
If it seems slow in coming, wait. It's on its way. It will come right on time. Hab 2:3
