today definitely tried my patience. Definitely need more of it!

I've been TRYING to get my s2 potty trained. He'll be 3 in a month. I've been halfway trying all year..his whole 2nd year of life that is. It's realy been my fault, cause I wasn't consistant enough, but when your back always hurts, some days more than others, you just can't be consistant.

Soooo, the last two days I've really been pushing. he's gotten better, but I'm gonna be washing a lot of clothes. I told him no more diapers during the day. So it's been fun.

Well, I also have realized that I'm WAY WAY behind on GALing. I have done absolutely nothing for myself besides playing the keyboard for church, and getting on this website. I just wish so much that my back was better, and I could roller blade, or take s2 to the park, or meet some people or something.

Today was a day to feel pitiful and think why can't things ever be easy for me. But as soon as I think that, it's gonna get WAY harder and then I'll be wishing for what I had before! Doesn't that always happen?

I do know that things are sooo much easier now than last year, but it's easy to dwell on the problems of today.

Can't wait till the PMSing is gone! \:\)

Me 33 H 34 S9 S3
M 6 yrs (2gether 11 yrs)
EA/PA 1/2006
DB 5/2006
H wants D 6/2006
H wants ME 8/2006
H "said" PA/EA over 8/2006
H erased OW off phone! 2/2007

"It is far better 2 choose humility & change oneself, than 2 wait in vain trying 2 chang someone else."