Yep, that's the feeling alright. That's what happens when people with integrity reach a point of acceptance. Failure is a VERY tough pill for us to swallow. Your M failed, your H failed, you failed. Yep that about sums it up. Now how you spend the next five minutes, five days, five weeks, five years is completely up to you.
I can't imagine how painful this must be for you, but everythings gonna be alright!
Hang in there!
Love,
COG
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