COG - you are such a good friend to me. Thank you for not deserting me. I feel like such a failure (despite what you said, AMD).
I just want my family back, that's what I really want. No - that's not true. What I want is the family we COULD have, the family H is now making with his GF. That's what I wanted, what he never gave me or the kids. But apparently, he is capable of it.
I wish I were stronger. I wish I could keep waiting. I wish I could detach and not go through with the D. But I can't. I just can't.
Bad night--things will be better tomorrow.
N
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