Thanks Cadesmom and heartbroken, I will check out your thread C, from some of the stuff i have read it sounds like we might have a few things in common. I really can't give you any advice now, except tell you that it was better for me to talk to my husband about things in the end and that I wish I had asked him about how he was feeling a couple of weeks ago. About having second thoughts again. I feel like that is were we went wrong. Not communicating, partially his fault though. His feelings were I might have said something today that I meant, but tomorrow, I might feel differently. He seems to be up and down all the time. Changes his thinking. That is why he takes things day by day. I will check out your thread. I really need some one to talk to.Thanks!
Kissak
"What time I am afraid, I will trust in thee." Psalms 56:3 M-37 H-37 S-10, D-15 M- 1993 First bomb- 12/23/06 Came and went too MANY times! Gone again 10-25-10
