Rosy, You sound so centered!! I don't think I am in love with H anymore either...but I feel like crap everytime I really think about the fact that I was sharing my life with him one minute and he now shares his life with OW...I will miss my relationship with his family, I will still have one with them but it will be different. I would try to work on M b/c of D's but H is hell bent on a D...we go to court in two weeks...did have big conversation over weekend (if you haven't read it already!) told him I wanted it to work and how mean he is about what is in the papers. I think he listened...did not say much...said we would talk again...I think this was to get me off the phone.....we will see....I am not saying anymore I am so tired...trying to get out at 7 am with D5 and D1 is so much work alone...I am doing it but it is taking a toll on me. How long have you been seperated? I am sure you told me before...I am sorry for not remembering! Has any legal action taken place at all?? I will be seperated 4 months on 4/15...we go to court 4/17...why is he moving so fast?? H has no regard for anyone but him... I am going to therapy and she is soooooo good! She really puts prospective on the entire sitch. H refused any C at all.....probably b/c he doesn't want to hear the truth!
