I am calmer...I feel funny actually...not really sure how to explain it. My family has said I look exhausted and sadder...I am not sure if I feel that way or not...I think I am finally accepting that I am getting D'd.... H has done it b/f and he is flaunting OW...can't imagine him doing it but I don't want him if he is going to either. Found out last night one of his friends is filing for D and they both have the same lawyer...UGH I really hope they are not comparing notes! Waiting to hear from L today....
