Well here it is, the day before I move home. This is huge! The summer months will make or break our M. DBing here I come!
Just for the record, I was not asked to come home but the friends that I was staying with, asked me to find another place to stay (it's been 4 1/2 months) about 2 weeks ago. I presented the situation to my W and she said "well then come home" Hmmm. Positive sign I'd say. It wasn't come home I have missed you but it also wasn't "you can't stay here".
I will be able to wake my kids up for the first time in 4 1/2 months. PMA is soaring! My biggest challenges are to stay busy, be positive and keep the "as if" attitude going.
I will be staying in the spare bedroom, but at least it is in my own home.
Wish me well, and we will see where this road leads!