The emotions are just all over the place today. Really trying to hang onto it.
Angry, sad, hurt, depressed, panicked, just so many different but connected emotions.
Last night I dreamed David and Janice were killed in an accident in her van.
But for the past say three nights, you know how you wake up but you are only semi awake and you are aware someone is in the room with you? I have done that and the thought was David was in bed with me, when actually of course it was shelties. But that is odd as they have been sleeping with me for quit a while now and I have never done that before, but it has happened like three nights in a row now. Just sort of wierd.
Pam
"We must be willing to let go of the life we had planned so as to have the life that is waiting for us"
I guess that is something I like to know I have gotten something right! 
