Thanks for the reply AS. Although I didnt feel ill or trouble sleeping as TX, it's been on my mind throughout the day, even affecting my concentration at my job. And as you said, it may not end until I make a move since its possible it's been going on for over 2 years.
This talk is going to be the hardest thing I've done in my life with the uncertainty of where my life is headed, but once it's done, hopefully I'll have direction, wherever it may lead.
Thank you LH for the response. That's similar to what I've been told by the friend I talk with at work. This is going to be tough, but I feel I need to do it for me.
One thing I will advise is to think your way through this rather than feel your way through it. You'll be happier later that you chose with your mind instead of your heart.
Your W can surely read your emotions, try to pocket those emotions for the time being.
H 34 W 29 BD 3/12/18 Divorce Busted Spring 19
It is not things that bother us, but the stories we tell ourselves about things.
