After a nice dinner last night with my H and feeling fairly good about our R( he kept using “WE”) in a lot of his conversations, instead of I. Talked of making plans for where to take my sister when she comes to visit.
We didnt snuggle much, and i initiated it, he may have been tired. I may have mentioned he seems protective of his phone, keeps it face down and takes it with him. I cannot read it if i tried because dont know his code and it is controlled by his iwatch on his wrist. It has bothered me but I let it go. Tonite he is working late and although not unusual, It is bothering me, also because hes not interested in sex. I’m wondering If there is something else going on. In any event, I went to see my therapist today and I kept myself busy and am excited to see my sister when she comes to visit tomorrow. It will be a good diversion from feeling paranoid. But I also know a lot of people say trust youre gut feeling, and something feels amiss.
